Tonight sucked.

No one EVER takes me seriously.

It's so frustrating.

I'm missing out on my high school experience just because

I'm going to this awful school!

I want to have friends and family who won't laugh at me

when I have had a hard day or when I am for real!

It sucks because most of the cute guys in Gilroy are gay or taken.

It sucks cause most girls younger than me have boy friends and are pretty.

It sucks cause I suck at violin...

It's awful that I'm in remedial math and I still don't get it!!

People ALWAYS treat me like I am a dumb, boy crazy blonde who doesn't take life seriously!
I don't even have friends who take me seriously!! Not even our 'rents take me seriously!
I want to sing more than anything in the whole world and to be part of a choir or something!
I am estrous at violin! I can't even give solos!!
I try so hard to please Mom, I don't want to upset her when I say that I don't have all my heart in it
like her other students do...
I just want to cry and for summer to start and to not have to go back to that school!!
I hate it there with all my heart!!
It's really not fair! I hate being blonde sometimes!
Why Can't anybody take me seriously?!! I tell my friends and they just laugh!!
That is not how friends should be!
AHH!

The Play

Okay so here are three pics that I took at the play.
One with Emily, one with Gaston(who is holing flowers) and one with "Lumiere" with out his costume.
It was so funny. He was the guy I had a crush on. But there is a really funny story that goes along with the pic.

So since I really, really wanted to meet Lumiere, hehe.. I almost got the courage to go up to him and ask for a pic.
But little old me got nervous.(go figure) So Vania and emily went up to him while I was hiding and they said that I wanted a pic with him. (This is all while I was hiding with a couple of my other friends)
So when Vania came back with Lumiere... I thought my stomach was going to fall out of my butt... which is impossible...
So then, as I'm standing next to him..( hehe this is the good part) he turnes to me and says... ''My name is Willaim by the way."

*GIGGLE*
I swear I forgot my name and just giggled in his face!!!! I thought I said my name! But Vania, Andre and Ysenia were laughing at me because I only giggled!!! Hahaha! My obnoxious, little girl giggle!!
Well at the cast party, Emily called me and said that William was wondering who I was and when she told him that he was all like," That was her?! Cool!'' Or something like that.
Hahaha. I was on cloud nine for the whole rest of the evening.
Oh and Gaston was totally cute too!

AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tonight I went to the play Beauty and the Beast at Gilroy High!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IT WAS SOOOO AWESOME!! EMILY CROCKER WAS BELLE AND OMG I TOOK A PIC WITH THE
GUY I HAD A FATTY CRUSH ON FOR YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It was fun. Aj was Chip... and holy toletto, it was very hilarious...
Omg, CALL MEH EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I NEED TO TALK TO SOMEONE!!!!
(macall! Christie!)

NOOOOOOOO

I DIDN'T WANT KRIS ALLEN TO WIN!!!!!!!!
THIS TOTALLY SUCKS FREAKING LOLLIPOPS!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dirty Dancing

I fell in love with that movie!! It is so good!!
I can't wait to find out about American Idol!! It's on tonight right??

Okayyyyy

Adam Lambert has a really, really awesome voice. And I totally like this version of mad world!

He's got my vote.

ANGELS AND DEMONS

OH MY WOW WOW WEEE WOW!!
IT NEEDS TO GET AN AWARD!!! IT IS SO GRIPPING AND FRUSTRATING AND TOPSY-TURVY!!!
IT WAS AMA-ZA-ZING!!! I MUST SEE IT AGAIN!!!!!
IT GOT ME TIL THE VERY VERY END!! I WAS LITERALLY PULLING MY HAIR WHILST ROCKING BACK AND FORTH
ON MY SEAT!!!!!

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE GO SEE IT!!! IT WILL MAKE YOU THINK !!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Doctor Who

I have been getting into Doctor Who again...
It calms me down from all the things that I have to go through.

I feel my emo side coming out because now... I'm writing poetry... and short stories...
I bought a pair of black skinny jeans with leg zippers... more hoodies in my closet..
I'm watching sad movies and the like...
Jane Eyre made me cry... it's insane...

GET MEH OUT OF THIS FUNK!!

Pass The Happy Pills Please

Lately, I have been really depressed and tired.
I fell to sleep at school today for two hours and woke up to
the bratty kids making fun of Keanu... I screamed at them and left the premisses.
Of course I started to cry... I really miss him.

On Sunday I had to give a solo in church.
I FAILED!!
I got so psyched out that I started to play the wrong song and had to start over again three times!
I seriously hate my life!
I'm not a good violinist... I'm not good at math, science etc.

I am so depressed. I need a hero.

DANG IT PRINCE CASPIAN! WHY CAN'T YOU BE REAL?!!!!

Driver's Ed

Is so boring! I can't wait to get the little thingy already!!!