Hellooo!!!

Omg. My test was kinda easy! I don't know why I was so freaked out!!
It was kinda fun.
I thought that there was going to be a ton of nerdy kids but there wasn't.
There were a bunch of normal looking kids like me who just want to get out of
high school and move on with their life.

It was cool.

Three days until me birthday!!
finally get to be sixteen!!!

I want to dye my hair pink.
We did eighties night last night.
it was fun.
we did your hair and make up crazyyy!
I had pink hair.
Then they threw a surprise bday party for me and made me a poster
and a little book of celebrities that I like to give me advice about stuff.
It was cute.

I can't wait until Saturday.
Hopefully Pony Boy will be there at the dance.
But if not, Oh well.
I will get over it.
I have to read the Bell Jar.
I don't like it.
It's depressing and gives me a weird vibe.
I will see if I can read something else.

Well I'm going to go now.
I hunger for food and my ipod.

Love ya all!!!!

Hey

Oh my goodness it's been so long!
My life is eating me alive!!
This weekend I take my California High school Proficiency Examination.

I AM SO NERVOUS!!!!!!!!!!!
People say it's easy but calls for concentration.
I will pass, but of course I can't help being a bit nervous.
Then this next saturday is...

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MY SWEET SIXTEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS DAY FOREVER!!!!
I CAN FINALLY DATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HEHEHEHEHEHE.

I bought the most angelic dress today!
it's white and pretty.
I will take pics.

Well must go.
Good evening.

This is What We All Need

This song is cute.

Ugh there is always drama at football games.
Like fights.
I was in the fourth row or bleacher when one broke by me.
I was intense.
Don't worry I moved and sat with other people.
I love football games though.
It's fun to socialize with my friends
and going scoping.

Thing I am Grateful For

Friends.


Vania and Dylan mostly.


Whenever I am down or upset


They are there.


Like at the dance last night.


I was really sad and upset.


There is always so much drama


At the dances.


But anyways,


Dylan is my best guy friend cause


He lets me tell him my problems


And comforts me.


(although he is a really huge flirt and sometimes he bugs)

We even tell each other our secrets!


Lame I know.


Vania is a saint because


She is so nice and is like my bodyguard.


We walk like cholos around town together


And we talk all night long.

And like Dylan, she comforts me and gives me advice.


I am so grateful for them

UTI

I have one.
My first one.
And I'm fifteen.
It burns.
I hate it.
I hate cranberry juice.
I people who pick favorites.
And are grumpy all the time.
Don't have personalities.

Why can't people just except me for who I am?
All I ever wanted to do was laugh and have fun!
But no.
There are grumpy people who hate and are mean
and go running to people and cry blah blah blah.

I totally feel unloved.

I am

So jealous of stephanie!
She met Brendon Urie at Togo's and got to make his sandwich!
He like turkey and avocado on wheat bread!
HE WAS IN FREAKING GILROY!
WE ONLY HAD ORLANDO BLOOM HERE A LONG TIME AGO!
GAHHH WHERE AM I WHEN THE FAMOUS PEEPS COME TO TOWN?!!!!

Football Games

They are so fun!
I made so many friends last night that I
don't even remember all their names!
I hung out with my friends from marching band
and from the cheerleading team.
It was great!

Tell me if the name Ysilah (eee sssiiigggghhhhlllaaahhh)
is not pretty.
It is such a pretty name!
Well must go now!


song- she wolf-shakira.