I AM FREAKING OUT!

I have no idea what to do!I really,really want to go to high school but am afraid to
leave my old school.I feeel that I will get overwhelmed by all the work.But I need to go be with kids my age!
At my old school,they treat you like you're stupid and yell at you if you don't get things quickly.I really need to get out of there.
This one teacher contradicts everything that I say.It's all over math.I just know it.
I despise the thought of go back.At the high school,I have all my Mormon friends there who say that they'd help me with whatever i need.
And i really miss Mike.I have no idea why.He would give me advice.
Oh i need to go to B+N and Hollywood video.

I need a hug.And a hero.
This dude preferably.