Tonight sucked.

No one EVER takes me seriously.

It's so frustrating.

I'm missing out on my high school experience just because

I'm going to this awful school!

I want to have friends and family who won't laugh at me

when I have had a hard day or when I am for real!

It sucks because most of the cute guys in Gilroy are gay or taken.

It sucks cause most girls younger than me have boy friends and are pretty.

It sucks cause I suck at violin...

It's awful that I'm in remedial math and I still don't get it!!

People ALWAYS treat me like I am a dumb, boy crazy blonde who doesn't take life seriously!
I don't even have friends who take me seriously!! Not even our 'rents take me seriously!
I want to sing more than anything in the whole world and to be part of a choir or something!
I am estrous at violin! I can't even give solos!!
I try so hard to please Mom, I don't want to upset her when I say that I don't have all my heart in it
like her other students do...
I just want to cry and for summer to start and to not have to go back to that school!!
I hate it there with all my heart!!
It's really not fair! I hate being blonde sometimes!
Why Can't anybody take me seriously?!! I tell my friends and they just laugh!!
That is not how friends should be!
AHH!