Hellooo!!!

Omg. My test was kinda easy! I don't know why I was so freaked out!!
It was kinda fun.
I thought that there was going to be a ton of nerdy kids but there wasn't.
There were a bunch of normal looking kids like me who just want to get out of
high school and move on with their life.

It was cool.

Three days until me birthday!!
finally get to be sixteen!!!

I want to dye my hair pink.
We did eighties night last night.
it was fun.
we did your hair and make up crazyyy!
I had pink hair.
Then they threw a surprise bday party for me and made me a poster
and a little book of celebrities that I like to give me advice about stuff.
It was cute.

I can't wait until Saturday.
Hopefully Pony Boy will be there at the dance.
But if not, Oh well.
I will get over it.
I have to read the Bell Jar.
I don't like it.
It's depressing and gives me a weird vibe.
I will see if I can read something else.

Well I'm going to go now.
I hunger for food and my ipod.

Love ya all!!!!

Hey

Oh my goodness it's been so long!
My life is eating me alive!!
This weekend I take my California High school Proficiency Examination.

I AM SO NERVOUS!!!!!!!!!!!
People say it's easy but calls for concentration.
I will pass, but of course I can't help being a bit nervous.
Then this next saturday is...

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MY SWEET SIXTEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS DAY FOREVER!!!!
I CAN FINALLY DATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HEHEHEHEHEHE.

I bought the most angelic dress today!
it's white and pretty.
I will take pics.

Well must go.
Good evening.

This is What We All Need

This song is cute.

Ugh there is always drama at football games.
Like fights.
I was in the fourth row or bleacher when one broke by me.
I was intense.
Don't worry I moved and sat with other people.
I love football games though.
It's fun to socialize with my friends
and going scoping.

Thing I am Grateful For

Friends.


Vania and Dylan mostly.


Whenever I am down or upset


They are there.


Like at the dance last night.


I was really sad and upset.


There is always so much drama


At the dances.


But anyways,


Dylan is my best guy friend cause


He lets me tell him my problems


And comforts me.


(although he is a really huge flirt and sometimes he bugs)

We even tell each other our secrets!


Lame I know.


Vania is a saint because


She is so nice and is like my bodyguard.


We walk like cholos around town together


And we talk all night long.

And like Dylan, she comforts me and gives me advice.


I am so grateful for them

UTI

I have one.
My first one.
And I'm fifteen.
It burns.
I hate it.
I hate cranberry juice.
I people who pick favorites.
And are grumpy all the time.
Don't have personalities.

Why can't people just except me for who I am?
All I ever wanted to do was laugh and have fun!
But no.
There are grumpy people who hate and are mean
and go running to people and cry blah blah blah.

I totally feel unloved.

I am

So jealous of stephanie!
She met Brendon Urie at Togo's and got to make his sandwich!
He like turkey and avocado on wheat bread!
HE WAS IN FREAKING GILROY!
WE ONLY HAD ORLANDO BLOOM HERE A LONG TIME AGO!
GAHHH WHERE AM I WHEN THE FAMOUS PEEPS COME TO TOWN?!!!!

Football Games

They are so fun!
I made so many friends last night that I
don't even remember all their names!
I hung out with my friends from marching band
and from the cheerleading team.
It was great!

Tell me if the name Ysilah (eee sssiiigggghhhhlllaaahhh)
is not pretty.
It is such a pretty name!
Well must go now!


song- she wolf-shakira.

Owl city

Sounds like euphoria.
It sounds so amazing.
I'm going to write a book about it.
Look owl city up.
I like the music.

JOHN STRANGE!

Okay, so this is my favorite episode of John Strange!
It is the third episode(they only made six!)
This is like a creepier version of Buffy but defrocked vicar style!
If you are interested please watch!
It is so cool!!!
I love it so much!!














WATCH IT!! IT'S SO COOL!!!!!!!!!!!!

Time for a Change

Today I peeled off ALL of my posters
and rearranged my room.
I felt dead in there.
I wasn't getting the right energy feel
and felt congested.
As I pulled off my collage, I cried.
I worked so hard on it(for a whole year!)
But this is good.
I needed a change.
I feel more alive and I feel
like I can breath.
I want to go for a different theme.
More color and vintage.
I am really going through this Indian
phase.(ya know, from india)
So maybe I will get some cool carpets
and lamps.
I heard this will give off more good energy and vibes.
I want to feel the spirit more.
That is probably the main reason that I took off my posters.
Lunch is calling, must go!

Morman Boys

I LIKE MORMAN BOYS
AND I CANNOT LIE
YOU OTHER SISTERS CAN'T
DENY!WHEN A BOY WALKS
IN WITH SCRIPTURES IN
HIS HANDS AND A SMILE
UP ON HIS FACE YOU
GET A DATE!
A CELESTIAL MATE
BUT WAIT! HE'S GOING ON
A MISSION LEAVING YOU
WISHING THAT YOU HAD
A MAN
SOMEONE TO HOLD YOUR HAND.
SO DECANS WHAT?!
TEACHERS WHAT?!
WE DON'T LIKE YOUR FEATURES!
CAUSE YOUR BROTHERS ARE
HOT AND YOU ARE NOT
SO BRING IN THE RIGHTEOUS PRIESTS!
HUH!!!


P IS FOR PARTY AND
A IS FOR ALRIGHT
R IS FOR ROWDY AND
T IS FOR TONIGHT
Y IS FOR YOU AND YOU KNOW WHAT
DO SO
PARTY!
DON'T LET YOUR MOMMA
KNOW!
PARTY!
CAUSE SHE WON'T LET YOU GO!
PARTY!]
ALRIGHT ALRIGHT ALRIGHT!
PARTY!
IT'S GOING DOWN TONIGHT!

Stress

I have been stressed lately.
Camp is in two days.
I am not prepared.
I need help.
My parents are TOO busy to help me.
(actual words)
I need stronger contacts.
I am scared no one is helping me.
I am breaking out.
H.E.L.P.

Devotionals

I am so nervous.
Camp is on saturday.
And I am a junior counselor and I am afraid
that I won't do a good job of doing the devotionals.
AHH!!

My Dream

Just a few minutes ago, I had the most peculiar dream.
So peculiar that I am going to write it down.

Mom and I were driving in these gorgeous mountains
in Monterey to go to this violin thingy.
So as we are driving, we see this amazing white mansion.
Mom thought that it was the place where we were having the violin thing.
So she went in and I followed her.
Then Hunter and Delaney came out of no where
and they followed Mom up to this book shelf
with all these incredible colored books.Then they started CLIMBING
up the shelves!!
Mom then preceded to pull out a book.... and the whole book shelf turned!
Like a secret room or something!!
I got all scared being by myself so I followed them.
When I came to the other side, I found Mom, Hunter and Delaney
in this HUGE auditorium with a bunch of people at the bottom.
I think it was the legislature or something.
Then from the corner of my eye I saw this lady
walking up the steps to the secret door.
So we followed her.
It turned out to be the owner of the house.
She lived there in that enormous mansion all by herself and said that she didn't mind.
She told us that she worked her whole life as a lawyer.
But, she also knew how to play the violin!
Although she wasn't a teacher.
At that moment, some little girl came to the door and asked for help
with her violin. Mom and The Lady helped her out.
And Me being Me... explored the mansion.
It was enormous.
Literally.
So I started to look in the rooms.
Normal rooms.
But then I got to the backyard.
As I looked out the glass door, a little boy materialized
by my side.(Scared the crap out of me.)
But we looked out the window and this is what we saw:
an old, crumbling fountain.
And the backyard was totally like a desert.
So we go out side and go down this hill (if i didn't mention before,this mansion was on a hill)
And we found ourselves in ancient Egypt!
So we first got a little weirded out.
So we decided to go back.
But the mansion had crumbled down!
I don't remember what happened next, but I was walking around in this dark
Fifties diner and a lot of people were talking to me.
Like I was friends with them all.
Maybe it was a scene out of Dirty Dance I don't know.
But then some waitress called my name and said,
" Cassie, my friend the baker likes our idea about the honey."
It was so random.
The I found out that through this mansion, you could go anywhere
in the world in any period or time.

Isn't that just so amazing?!!

AGAIN?!

No offense or anything, but we are having the missionaries over for dinner again!
I like them all a lot, but, they are over at our house A LOT!
We guessed their names.
Hahaha.
That was fun.
I love it when elder cannon plays the piano.
He plays so well.


song-crush.david artchuletta
peeve-dull colored pencils scraping against paper.

Random

Have you ever wanted to just random dance?
Lately I have been wanting to dance in random places.
Like when I was a the Harry Potter premiere.
I stood up with my ipod and started dancing to Lady Gaga.
It was funny.
But recently, I have been wanting to dance at drive thru's while waiting for
my grub.
I know, it's so RANDOM!!
Is it bad?
Just to have fun?
I hope not...

But yeah, you should random dance.
It's so much fun just to let all the bottled up emotions
go while having fun.

Too many songs.
Peeve: while trying to sleep, there is that one,one light that shows through
your bedroom door.

...

I really wanna blog but I don't have anything to blog
about...
Besides the fact that Dad rented Twilight and is watching it right now...
Personally, it's getting really old...
I have to admit, New Moon looks cool.
But that's just it.
Cool.
At the premiere, the trailer came on and me being me,
I freaked out just to freak out... I really like freaking out.
Especially in movies cause I don't get very embarrasses.
I get embarrassed, but not very.
Hahahaha.
I have been sleeping in a sleeping bag lately.
I have no idea why.
It's way comfier I guess...
I am ranting...
I should sleep... but I really don't want to...



Song:Cobra star ship
Peeve: Twilight.

Midnight Showings

I will probably never do that again.
It's too crowded and there are mean people.
I got kicked out of theatre one because my ticket said theatre two
and I didn't want to be by myself...
so I left my friends and went to theatre two.
Luckily some other people that I saw some people there that I knew.

Harry Potter was alright.
I heard a few people crying at the end.
I have no idea why.It wasn't even sad.
I need a good book.
One that will take me away into a different world.
When is the next Fablehaven book coming out?




Song: Cobra Starship- good girls go

Peeve: Mean people who kick you out of the theatre.

Last night we had the missionaries over for dinner.
It was fun.
While we were playing apples to apples, my phone rang
and it was some punk who wouldn't tell me their name.
So like any reasonable person would,
I hung up.
Only for them to call me again.
But I didn't answer.
One of the missionaries did and said,
" Hello this is Elder Duncun."
And it turned out to be my friend Ashley whose
phone got hijacked by her obnoxious friend.
I was so incredibly embarrassed that I started shaking so hard!
My hands were literally moving so fast!
MaCall can 'amen' this because she started laughing at me.
Then the other missionary, Elder Cannon,
asked MaCall and I to guess which songs he was playing on the
piano.
He first played Apologize by One Republic, then Crush by David Archaleta and then
Rihanna's Round of Applause.
My heart melted like a popsicle does when it's neglected in the kitchen or on
a sidewalk.It was fun.
But now I am sad,
my German friend Miriam is leaving tomorrow.
I am going to miss her so much!!
She has become one of my closest friends!
I am so going to visit her in Christmas.


Song: Razia's Shadow-Forgive Durden.
Peeve: screaming babies and neglecting mommies.

Insomniac.

I have been having a very, very hard time sleeping at night.
I get weird vibes and creep dreams.
Like Mike and Lady Gaga dating....????
That was totally weird!!
She's like so amazing and...
it was weird.
Does anyone know who Gaspard Ulliel is?
He was originally asked to play Edward Cullen but turned it down.
He would have been a wayyy better Edward, but I'm kind of glad that he isn't
because then everyone would be crazy about him like they are to (blech)
Robert Pattinson...
He is not attractive...

Look at the differences!

Robert Pattinson:


Gaspard Ulliel:


In my opinion, Gaspard is way more handsome...